Why?

Why won’t it get better?! My boss sent me home because I couldn’t even get any work done. This is ridiculous. I’m stronger than this. I want everything to be like it used to but she’s already found someone else. I don’t ever see winning her back as an option, no matter how hard I try. I’m setting up appointments for therapy today. Maybe that will make things better. I love her. So much. And she loves me. And that should always be enough, right? As long as there’s love, I’ll always come back. And I hope she feels the same. Fuck. I just. Hate everything. Sorry for the rant guys.